Sorry, it’s not my intent to explain here about my guts state in biological perspectives.
I would have ‘roared’, ah no, written about the fact that my recent nearly zero activity on my creativity side and output them.
Yes, I have certainly busy this year. My head is filled with lots of thoughts, plans, emotions, feelings, and so on.
I have got number of great experiences this year, and I would have shared them with you in here (or other least channels I have) but it never have happened.
Well, I can say I am lazy and that could be a reason but that could be not.
So many things, so much thing came and gone passed through me in body, head, and mind. I certainly admit a change taking place in my body (generally they are good changes, like some improvement seen in my chronic derma issues and so on).
And now, my hope is to resume my small creative side starting again.
I want to see sun rise/set at somewhere open space, but that is made possible mostly when you ‘plan’ to do, a kind of. Or you will have to satisfy yourself to view them in a limited sky or space framed by buildings and architectures. You may be blocked by something moving objects.
These were photographed at Harbour Bridge, Sydney.
Busy traffic with many cars, busy public transports carry massive amount of passengers packed in their carriage. On the side, another number of cyclists crossing each other on the cycle path along with main road on the bridge. On the other side of the path, another group of health conscious people running / jogging / walking as having earphones put on their ears.
All was busy in that afternoon likewise, but behind all that scenes, the sun was making the subtle but gorgeous set-in show for closing the day.
Good bye for today and I will look forward seeing you again in tomorrow morning.
This is my latest ‘a piece of work of the day’ which hasn’t been done in a while.
There is no title, or, I’d name it ‘Mind mirroring’.
I have been a bit suffering from my psoriasis that had been reacting so hard on my both hands since this year. I could not find what prompted me to get, but my hands got totally ugly in look, depressed me in heart, burned me in feel as they were inflammatory, hysterically (yes it is!) itchy, easy to break, and I could not sleep well.
I know it was only excuse but that kept me away from drawing because I could not focus on drawing enough and my epidermis became extremely thin and fragile once I got such a reaction. I was suffering from manipulating my fingers to do something with.
Anyway, so my hands needed intensive care and I had to have observing myself in the closest manner. And it actually inspired me to draw something like below for the first time.
I am very good at driving my delusion to expand, and it urged me to express something like ‘hands are mirroring your mind’ kind of things more or less.
I had rarely drawn hand(s), especially with pastels, and I was not done well this time hence, but I found it fun to do somehow and it is now added to my ‘to draw’ list for more try. 🙂
I found of myself wanting to hang my art pieces in my place, to ‘exhibit’ them for the first time in years.
I have been doing drawing on going basis, but I had not thought of my works placing somewhere visible, because, what’s more important for me to do the drawing is to get something I got in my head out in some form. Once it was out, my interest moves on something next and I rarely come back to the old outcomes. I don’t know hence what drives me wanting to ‘exhibit’ my stuff even at my place.
Something alters in me gradually somewhere in my mind, I guess. I can not trace.
It must be a sign, a good sign, I guess, of being capable for self-acceptance.
Or it must be a good sign of building a form of self-confidence.
Or maybe neither.
Or maybe both.
Well, let’s stop thinking for now, and just go and get a small frame for it in stead… 🙂