Sorry, it’s not my intent to explain here about my guts state in biological perspectives.
I would have ‘roared’, ah no, written about the fact that my recent nearly zero activity on my creativity side and output them.
Yes, I have certainly busy this year. My head is filled with lots of thoughts, plans, emotions, feelings, and so on.
I have got number of great experiences this year, and I would have shared them with you in here (or other least channels I have) but it never have happened.
Well, I can say I am lazy and that could be a reason but that could be not.
So many things, so much thing came and gone passed through me in body, head, and mind. I certainly admit a change taking place in my body (generally they are good changes, like some improvement seen in my chronic derma issues and so on).
And now, my hope is to resume my small creative side starting again.
My tribe in Japan made it for me from the scratch making the solution with fresh indigo leaves.
This enchanted gift thrilled me, excited me, and shook me.
Why, because there is no clone / copy of this indigo scarf. The solution and weather, and other conditions bring this only beautiful result on the textile, and you will never make exactly the same result in this blue.